Like a ghost that came from an old beginning 
you heated up THE freezing destiny 
but I told myself I had a chanCe to live a better life by loving someone new 
 [bad word]  
I miss the mind of the wonderful 
I let the icy [bad word] through me cold 
and no one knows 

I keep the pain of a broken soul 
wounds that just won't heal and no one knows 
not even you! 

We had a love, a future - we WERE honest 
but my [bad word] held so many little lies 
Can't turn the page, can't reArange 
It's written in the sand and tide is CLOSING in. 

Cold is the night 
Cold are my hands 
Cold as my heart