[bad word] yearsandyears

I must be tough
I must behave, I must keep fighting
Don't give it up
I want to keep [bad word] 
Open your arms and pray
To the [bad word] that you're denying
Give in to the game
To the sense that you've been hiding

Where are you taking me?
I can't be blamed
I want you to want me again

Is it desire
Or is it nothing I'm feeling for you
I want desire
Cause your love only gets me abused

Give me [bad word] I want to show you what you've been missing
I enough
To keep your other lovers hidden

Where are you taking me?
I can't be blamed
I want you to want me again

Is it desire
Or is it nothing I'm feeling for you
I want desire
Cause your love only gets me abused

Is it desire
Or is it nothing I'm feeling for you
I want desire
I wanna see what you're willing to lose

You know that you've got me
You've locked me down
You tell me you want me
You need it now
You know that you've got me
You've locked me down
You tell me you want me

Is it desire
Or is it nothing I'm feeling for you
I want desire
Cause your love only gets me abused

Is it desire?
Or is it nothing I'm feeling for you?
I want desire
I wanna see what you're willing to lose