It's the last morning & everything is wrong.

Verse 1:
I wish nothing happend...
I wish I didn't know anything...
People are glad to see a new day.
I'll get everything that is mine.
I'm a monster... [bad word] Disgust...
 [bad word] 
I can't be forgiven,
My soul doesn't worth any tears.
Everything [bad word] to an end this morning!
Only dust & ash are left...
My soul doesn't worth any tears.

Verse 2:
Today it's a little bit gloomy, but it looks beautiful.
It remainds me my spoiled childhood & dreams from there.
5 cubic centimetres of a sedative helps well!
knife-switch is turning down.
I [bad word] a lightning.
 [bad word] 
I can't be forgiven,
My soul doesn't worth any tears.
Everything [bad word] to an end this morning!
Only dust & ash are left...
My soul doesn't worth any tears.