I need somebody won"t u help me
I need somebody won"t you tell me who I am
I need somebody please please help me
I need somebody u must tell me who I am
I"ve been livin a lie so long it seems I"ve lived a life time
If u could see what I feel it would make your ghetto lood like heaven
And I believe it stems down from my family situation
I never liked my old man
I couldn"t stand to be around him
Sometimes I sit all alone just starin at his picture
My heart turns to stone and I think of this

You never loved me you never held me tight
instead u shook me like a beast to wake me up at night
u tried to make me think that your ways were best
when all I was was an outlet for all your stress

Life it"s the ultimate sin
game with [bad word] that you"re expected to win
My personal [bad word] s hidden with a grin
"Dad take the stand and let the trial begin"
U said that oil and water don"t mix though it seems cool
Keep with your own and don"t [bad word] up our gene pool
U should"ve went to school like your bigger brother
but you played the fool with a different [bad word]  ship with a whip
I tried to keep up but I kept getting tripped
Money made u so wise
how 
16b9 
could u look [bad word] my face and not see your own eyes
Do as i say and not as I do
but I can"t cuz when I look in the mirror I see u
And oh the pain how it hurts
it was always your home and your business that came first
U said a man is as good as his word
but your mind was closed and mine never herd
They say the nut don"t fall far from the tree
look at u then look at me...

U ain"t nothin to me u"ve never been to me
And all u ever gave a [bad word] about was money see
So now [bad word] u man you ain"t [bad word] to me
And it"s the day that I die of this hate that I"m free
Now I know growin up son that it ain"t always been easy
and I know at times I was not always there for you
We never spent much time just talkin or havin a good time
but understand growin up son I never had a dime
So I worked my [bad word] off and I put myself [bad word] college
and everything I have to this day u know I built it all
Oh I wish I could go back and change the years that"s lost between us
I wish I could take back some of the things I said to you
Son I said I"m sorry...
Son I said I"m sorry but still u resent me so
Son I said I"m sorry and why do u resent me so

I always loved u I always cared for u
just never wanted U to go [bad word] what I"ve been [bad word] I tried to raise my [bad word] family just the best I know
and now I"m hated like the devil and for what I don"t know
Dahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!