横たわる身体に　遠のく意識
耳障りなノイズ　堕ちてく私

 [bad word] karada ni toonoku ishiki
mimizawari na noise ochiteku watashi

Lying down, my consciousness drifts away
The noise hurts my ears, and I fall.

もう一人の私　抱えた闇に
酷く痛み覚え　零れた涙

mou hitori no watashi kakaeta yami ni
hidoku itami oboe koboreta namida

In the darkness held by another me
I feel an intense pain and my tears overflow.

増える傷痕数え　憂う笑顔歪んだ
果てた無音慟哭　闇に虚ろい溶けて

 [bad word] kizuato kazoe ureu egao yugan’da
hateta muon’doukoku yami ni utsuroitokete

Counting my ever increasing scars, my face twists in a sorrowful smile
An exhausted soundless wail, melting emptily into the darkness.

知らぬ間に　寄り添う　甘美なタナトスへ
近づけば　傷痕　深く抉るように

shiranu ma ni yorisou kan’bi na thanatos e
chikadzukeba kizuato [bad word] [bad word] you ni

Before I know it, I’m nestling against a sweet Thanatos
The closer I get, the more it feels as if my scars have been torn open again.

疼きだす本能　甘く色づく声
愛のない優しさ　何処までも　堕ちてゆくの

uzukidasu hon’nou amaku irodzuku koe
ai no nai yasashisa doko made mo ochiteyuku no

Throbbing instinct, sweetening voices
Loveless kindness, I fall evermore

幾つの記憶達　刻めばいいの？
抗うコト出来ず　身を任せてく

ikutsu no kiokutachi kizameba ii no?
aragau koto dekizu mi wo makaseteku

What memories should I keep?
Unable to resist, I give in to fate

穢れ落とす行為は　意味を持たず歪んだ
誰も教えはしない　これが　”私”のすべて

kegareotosu koui wa imi wo motazu yugan’da
dare mo oshie wa shinai kore ga “watashi” no subete

The act of defiling other is warped, meaningless
No one would tell me that this is all “I” am.

生きること　死ぬこと　それすらわからずに
私達重なり　闇へと溶けてく

 [bad word] koto shinu koto kore sura wakarazu ni
 [bad word] kasanari yami e to toketeku

Not knowing what it is like to live or die
We [bad word] one and melt into darkness.

嘘つきな大人に　突き立てたガラスは
偽りのヒカリを　映し出し　壊れてゆく

usotsuki na otona ni tsukitateta glass wa
itsuwari no hikari wo utsushidashi kowareteyuku

The glass we stabbed that lying adult with
Breaks, shining with a false light.

生き