Tears flowing down my cheek
Tearing me up as I think
Of what could have been

My Ben'nJerrys melting
Falling apart like me
Dripping down insinuating

What if things had been different
What if wed kept it light
What if I could hold you
I wish youd never lied

I remember clearly you saying
You and me forever
Though Im still praying

I wanted it to last so desperately
I lost sight of all else
And it ended so [bad word] 
What if things had been different
What if wed kept it light
What if I could hold you
I wish youd never lied

I got dealt a hand
Not in my favor
Not what I had planned
Not what I had hoped for

What if things had been different
What if wed kept it light
What if I could hold you
I wish youd never lied