What do I have to do for this?

I love this, please push me harder
I just keep getting meaner
I'm growing from the pain
How about you! [bad word] 
Life, it's hard, it makes me stronger
warrior seeking victory
I'll push it til the end, push it til the end
Push it til the end, [bad word] the end, [bad word] the end

Knee deep in the [bad word] All together in the pit
All forever in the [bad word] for this

Pirate, poet, [bad word] killer
It's all what you've made me
What has life made you
Made you, [bad word] 
Life, chalk it up to desire
Of which I've had my fill
I just keep pushing forward, keep pushing forward still
Keep pushing forward still, [bad word]  still, [bad word]  still

Knee deep in the [bad word] All together in the pit
All forever in the [bad word] for this

So if you feel the need, bring it, bring it
And if you just want to spit it out, bring it, bring it
And if you just see your way clear then, bring it, bring it

Knee deep in the [bad word] All together in the pit
All forever in the [bad word] for this

Knee deep in the [bad word] For this
Knee deep in the [bad word] For this