Until I am gone 

lyrics: alloise 
music: a.gorchitza, alloise 

What is there to hide? 
I see through, I see through you 
What is there in your life 
That keeps you blinded, I know you're blinded 
Everything's a lie 
Nothing's left of better days 
That's how you justify 
Only God knows - and that is what you say 

You can't wait until I'm gone 

Try to hide but nothing gets better 
Try to fight but everything just goes wrong 
Try to smile as if pain doesn't matter 
So it's on and on to make me strong 
Try to burn what's false in the morning 
Through the thoughts that trouble me all night long 
There's no one to save me from drowning 
And you can't wait until I'm gone 

I'm not your baby 
I won't let you see my crying 
we made a prison for ourselves 
and that's how we live - drowning slowly 
Everything's a lie 
and nothing's left of better days 
that's when you realize - 
your God won't listen when you pray