Pulling the cold on top,
Waiting for light and sound to stop,
Deeper and deeper today,
Further and further I fade away.

Let me ignore the cost,
Special effects for [bad word] loss,
I'm ready for numb, I'm ready for numb...
What have I [bad word] !

If the demons take me,
I just wanna be dead for good,
When the spirit makes me,
I will die like a good man should!

I was only eighteen when I finally let go,
Picking at the dead like a rat on the road,
I will never understand if I never get told,
Living in the dark like a rat on the road.

Digging with pale, white hands,
Keeping the calm and tasting sand,
Doing a favor today,
Telling a friend to stay away.

I can't afford the cost,
I don't care for what I've lost,
I'm ready for numb, I'm ready for numb...
What do I [bad word] !

If the angels take me,
They're gonna need extra time,
When the spirit mocks me,
I know I'll only take what's mine!

I was only twenty-five when I finally went home,
Looking for a ride like a murderer on the road,
I will only understand when you leave me alone,
Dying in the dark like a murderer on the road.

Like a murderer on the road.

You're never too young to remember you're old,
Looking for a deal like the devil on the road,
I will only understand when I finally get told,
Waiting for the dark like the devil on the road.

Like the devil on the road,
Like the devil on the road,
Like the devil on the road.