yesterday i did a mistake 
you didn't get my sweet dreams 
today your mother told me you are dead 
yesterday i did the biggest mistake 

i believed in life while you was alive 
and now i must stop telling my friends i wanna die 
last october was the worst in my life 
you can help me to find my way to you this night 

if you didn't leave me i would take all the [bad word] that you have 
i will sell all my favorite things to forget who i am 
last time i was so panicked that i couldn't even dress well 
going nowhere i don't have a plan