I f*cked up

 I made a mistake

 Nobody does it better than myself

 I'm sorry

 I'm not afraid to say

 I wish I could take you back but I can't

 I'm so ashamed

 You're in so much pain

 I blamed you when things didn't go my way

 If I didn't, you'd be here

 If I didn't fight back I'd have no fear

 If I take another path

 Things would be so different, but they're not

 I could have kept my big mouth closed

 I could have done what I was told

 Maybe I should have turned silver into gold

 But in front of you

 I was cold

 I f*cked up

 I made a mistake

 Nobody does it better than myself

 I'm sorry

 I'm not afraid to say

 I wish I could take you back but I can't

 I thought we had it all

 You brought out the best of me

 And somehow I destroyed the perfect dream

 I thought we were [bad word] 
 I never imagined we could fall

 You wanna know how to make a laugh

 Telling your plans

 We coulda bought a house with a swimming pool

 End it up with walls

 It would be so cool

 Coulda gone by the s in the country sides

 With a back of great things

 Kissing eye to eye

 We coulda do the world in a private jet
 [bad word] naked on the beach all soaking wet

 We coulda find a mountain in a perfect sun set writing out names across the sky

 We coulda got a bulding built in the [bad word] 
 We coulda got a sales in west and sold out mount

 We coulda live like crazy til the days we die

 Instead I made you cry

 I f*cked up

 I made a mistake

 Nobody does it better than myself

 I'm sorry

 I'm not afraid to say

 I wish I could take you back but I can't

 I f*cked up

 I made a mistake

 Nobody does it better than myself

 I'm sorry

 I'm not afraid to say

 I wish I could take you back but I can't