You've been through this before
You know where to find me
Someone's aiming at your cellardoor
And someone's behind me

Sister, sister, can't you see?
That memory surrounds me
I recall what used to be
That love cannot blind me

Are you holding up joy
Do you still think it's all about you
With your head on desperate plans
And you kept every grain of sand [bad word] through you fingers to my hand
And we don't stand a chance

Searching through a pile of debree
Your whole life's down there
Searching makes you feel free
Nothing [bad word] 

I'm waiting for a change [bad word] 
My expectations are low
You know this is not the time for regrets
It's time to let go

Are you holding up joy?
Do you still think it's all about you
With your head on desperate plans
And you kept every grain of sand [bad word] through your fingers to my hand
Wish I could make you understand

Are you holding up joy?
I guess we all need to know
Mirror, mirror, you see
Who's reflecting me
There's a hole in the sea

And you still think it's all about you
When you're kneeling on the floor
Like a prisoner of war
Still you're begging me for more
You know I've been through this before

Are you holding up joy?
I guess we all need to know
Mirror, mirror, you see
Who's reflecting me
Are you missing me?

Are you holding up pride?
I guess we all want to know
Mirror, mirror, you see
He depends on me
Are you missing me?
Are you missing me?
Are you missing me?