[bad word] holmesherlock

I believe in Sherlock Holmes
I believe in crime scenes and poems
Sherlock Holmes was my best friend
Always with me until the very end
And you can’t ask me not to feel
Being alone has no appeal
And I’ll try my best not to cry
But helplessness was watching him die

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And there is no way to be fine
I see that man walking in the skyline
There is no way to forgive
The fact that I’m the one who has to live

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And don’t lie to me about your lies
I read the [bad word] in your eyes
I will always [bad word] in you
To do what you have to do