The "what if"s are plaguing my head. There's so much history it's hard not to look back. It took me so long to notice how much I expected from you. It's not fair. I'm sorry I putting this all on you. I'm sorry for acting like I was being used. Four years going on forever. Every time it's the same. He just doesn't see you like that. I know how you feel, that's a fact and it's not fair.