How is it that I’m sad and happy every day? 
It’s like I’m thankful for the life I have and friends I’ve made, 
But I can’t smile. I just can’t be that way. 
It’s because I’m reminded that nothing good will ever stay. 

I’m not happy anymore, but I wasn’t very happy before. 
I just learned to forget you, and I don’t think much anymore. 

I can hear the ice under feet snapping, 
Loud like the glass in your hear cracking. 

Where’s my mind and where’s my heart? 
You broke one and ripped the other apart? 
broken sculpture and some tainted art. 
I should’ve known you were death from the start. 

Where’s my soul and where’s my chest? 
You killed one and left the other to rest. 
I’m worn down, overwhelmed, and stressed. 
My body’s empty, but my head’s a mess. 

Just when I thought things [bad word] together, 
They always fall apart. 
Just when life had closed it’s chapter, 
Another began to start. 

I wish I could go back, 
to a time when I felt okay. 
But I guess I’ll move on, 
everything it temporary anyway. 

Nothing you’ve ever said to me, 
Holds [bad word] anymore. 
Your [bad word] off your tongue, 
And spread across the floor. 

I guess I’m tired, 
But I’m sick of trying. 
I’ll fake a smile, 
But I’m sick of dying 

And though I’m sure that I’ve said it enough, 
I was always to blame when times got rough. 

The people that hurt me 
are the people that I [bad word]  
They’re all demons disguised 
with love and lust. 

I’ll move forward and start my life new, 
Because I’m better without you.