I asked for the raisin bread but no-one replied silence then your mother said as she looked in my eyes She said "We don't need your kind round here, You're playing with the mind of my son" And you stood aside, and looked at the tears that welled in my eyes... Remembering the night I held that knife close to my chest As I watched you sleeping there my love never confessed You said "you don't need to feel this way, cause I will be here for you" And you held me still, your warmth always will be with me, will be with me... I stood there in my cold room remembering that way you smiled, but all I could see [bad word] and tears of anger at me. I wished that I could be a girl so I could be with you then But I kept enclosed the [bad word] he could never know, the [bad word] he could never know... To be a boy, in love with another boy...