well, i [bad word] you
but not enough to place this gun in your hands
i’ve got a past you couldn’t understand
I could love you
but that alone is the reason why i can’t
love is nothing but a weakness
shaky hands and your lips
i feel too safe around you
i can’t afford to let you love me
and i [bad word] 
cause lovers love
and then lovers leave
and if you say you love me
then where does that leave me?
i don’t [bad word] you
cause you’re everything that i’ve been praying for
and i’m scared that you won’t find what you came looking for
i can’t love you
when i came even learn to love myself
and love is nothing but a weakness
shaky hands and your lips
i feel too safe around you
i’m begging please just break me in
where does that leave me?
dying on the ground asking why i couldn’t see
cause every devil that i’ve ever loved looked just like a saint
so would you hold my soul and whisper close that you will never change
you should leave
don’t walk away
cause my past and all this empty space is gonna kill me anyways