Oh, dreadful angel of mine
Enrich me with the vastness of your being
Rigid father, teach me how [bad word] I [bad word] myself to understand
For i am the [bad word] .

That there is nothing inbetween
For i am the [bad word] ..
Aghast and tender, indulged in sin
Embraced by loneliness, legions who grin
I blunder into the realms of slumber
I collide with the obscure
And see the last fraction of light go by