I can't help but close my eyes for life
 And dream a different ending
 When I wake I won't be so exhausted
 And I'll stop with my pretending
 That I'm fine; I'm fine if I can fool myself tonight
 And my lie will drown out all of yours

 VII
 You will bleed for what your hands have done
 You can't [bad word] your ending
 And I'll get well long before you let yourself
 I may forgive you but you never will

 [bad word] 
 I will not bend until I break
 How much can one [bad word] body take
 Just not enough to silence me
 You're only a memory
 I'll scream these words 'till [bad word] [bad word]  Then I will think no more of you
 Look back on what I'm going through
 This isn't my identity

 Bridge:
 And I told you, I told you
 You had no right, how damaged you must be
 watch you panic, it's tragic, you'll carry this for life
 You have my sympathy

 This isn't my identity, you're only a memory....