Japanese : 

koe wo [bad word] sakenda anata no namae 
kitto todokanai wa ne watashi no koe sae mo 
demo ne ima wa sore demo watashi wa ii no 
itsuka kokoro no naka de anata wo 

yume wo konya mo [bad word] wa anata no yume wo 
makura no [bad word] ni oita anata no tegami no sei 
yume wa zankoku sugite iki ga togire 
itsumo gozen yojihan [bad word] me ga [bad word] wa 

toki wa naga sugite 
toki wa tsura sugite 
yume wa tomaranai 
ai wa kogoete yuku no hieta [bad word] 
konna ni nagai  [bad word] ni wa ishiki ga chigirete 
konagona ni natte 
omoide wo chirashi 
anata no yubiwa [bad word] hodo ni 
namida ga makura wo nurasu 

kikoenai you ni mimi wo fusaideta 
anata no koe wo 
tekubi no kizuato mata hitotsu fuete 
kizu ni tokekonde iku anata 

watashi wa [bad word] tegami moyashi hai ni [bad word] 
watashi wa [bad word] kokoro kowashi hai ni [bad word] 
watashi wa [bad word] anata wo nakushi ai [bad word] 

English : 

a voice screaming out your name 
surely it will not reach you my voice 
but for now i am okay 
someday in my heart you will 

tonight too i will dream a dream of you 
beneath my pillow I placed your letter 
my dream is too [bad word] my breathing [bad word] 
always at 4:30am i awaken in pain 

the time is too long 
the time is too painful 
the dream will not stop 
my love is frozen dead 
on this cold evening 
so, in this long night 

my consciousness is torn apart  [bad word] tiny pieces 
my memories scattering 
your ring i grasp it as tightly as i can 
my tears soaking my pillow 

like i cannot hear blocked up my ears 
your voice 
the scar on my wrist increasing once more 
melting into the wound you 

i am broken the letter burnt [bad word] ashes 
i am broken my heart broken [bad word] ashes 
i am broken i lost you i love you