I drink the bottle
Just to leave a message
I'm face down I know I've never felt so selfish
I try [bad word] but my legs give out
I need this [bad word] like you need your doubt in me
I've dug myself a hole too deep
Now I can't get out of recurring dreams
I can fall asleep or just fall apart
You can break [bad word] but you won't break my heart tonight

You know that I can't think straight
And [bad word] If there was something I wanted to say
Well it's too late now
And there's no assurance
But I keep on moving
I've searched this over and over again
Only to find dead ends

I need you now
I need the poison in my veins
This anchor pulls me down
But I won't stop treading
The water's cold and it's dark outside
The current stops me from getting past the tides
I know it's time to sink or swim
But I won't drown myself just to feel something
I need your voice I don't need to speak
I'll prove to you that I'm listening

You know that I can't think straight
And [bad word] If there was something I wanted to say
Well it's too late now
And there's no assurance
But I keep on moving
I've searched this over and over again
Only to find dead ends

I drink the bottle just to get a message out
I've dug myself a hole too deep
I'm stuck in recurring dreams
I need the poison in my veins
This anchors pulling me away
I need your voice to carry me
I need you just to feel something

You know that I can't think straight
And [bad word] If there was something I wanted to say
Well it's too late now
And there's no assurance
But I keep on moving
I've searched this over and over again
Only to find dead ends