I can't erase all these days gone by
I don't know if i would or if I could 
These streets just get colder and colder
I'm not [bad word] but you know i should
Everything is changing
Everything just stays the same
 [bad word] 
I'm older, 
I'm ready,
I just can't change my mind
You feel me? I'm under
Have I lost my place in line
Still ready I may be crazy 
Don't look, don't have a clue
I've always been the one standing right next to you

I spent some time with my doc the other day
he said I'm fine if i just look the other way
he's got the strangest that surround me 
something always always surrounds me 
Nothing ever changes
Nothing ever stays the same

I'm older, 
I'm ready,
I just can't change my mind
You feel me? I'm under
Have I lost my place in line
Still ready I may be crazy 
Don't look, don't have a clue
I've always been the one standing right next to you 
Don't look, don't have a clue
I've always been the one standing right next to you

(repeat [bad word]