Strophe 1

it´s hard to look back after all
something changed the way I feel
you picked me up and I watched you fall
I hope one day you´ll forgive me

Strophe 2

if I would have known what [bad word] up
I would have tried to protect you
but in the end I was out of love
I found my self being [bad word] 
Bridge

I don´t know where we got stuck
we´ve lost everything to the everlasting cold
if you feel sad I apologize
and when you think it´s time then drop me a line

Ref.:

If we have something [bad word] if we have equal ways
just drop me a line
and say that you understand, ´cause I understand

if we have something [bad word] if we have still equal ways
just drop me a line
and say that you understand, ´cause I understand

C-Part

and if there is something left in the end that is worth to persist
you shouldn´t give up but try to defend what remains from this
I know you´re alone - sometimes it´s good to be
I can´t give you hope - but honestly you mean a lot to me still