I’m making a suitcase packing each lonely night
So when you return I’ll open the door and say
Sorry gotta catch a flight
I’m making a necklace fretting my solitude
So my neck can bare the time that I dare
To wait around for you

Cause it took so long
Waiting for you [bad word] And once you are here
I might disappear
To tell everyone that 
I love the waiting 
I love the eating alone
I love watching stars 
And play my guitar
I love the sadness in my bones
And I love the waiting
I love making tea for one
I love fairy tales
Of love that prevails 
I love believing you [bad word] 
That’s when I loved you the most
I guess I fell in love with your ghost
That’s when I loved you the best
I guess I failed the test of love
But you won’t catch me
Out on the porch
Folding my hands again
I’ll stay on the road with the rest 
The future’s untold
Alea jacta est’

And it took sooooo long
Waiting for you [bad word] That once you are here
I just disappear to tell everyone that
I love drinking 
In my big empty bed!
I love this town
And when I was down
I loved pretending you were dead
I was pretending you were dead