Tireless efforts to escape
Beautiful sight, what is this place?

Thoughts of violence my unease growing
Hatred, disdain, breaking, destroying
Sight and voice are futile and useless
This can't happen, just can't get through this

I wanted that place
Nothing more

Found, a new way out, but a new doubt
Is clawing its way through me
Blind, by my own mind, I cannot fight
I know now I should not be here

Once my haven of infrequent peace
Pain and confusion, they still increase

The more I found about this place
The less I understand about it
At first it was somewhere I hid from all I had to face
And now I just want out of it

Breaking at the seams
There's no respite

Found, a new way out, but a new doubt
Is clawing its way through me
Blind, by my own mind, I cannot fight
I know I should not be here
Psychological, illogical, how is my mind breaking?
Same, more of the same, drives me insane, and I can't get out
Please end this now

Someone stop this from controlling me

Breaking at the seams
There's no respite

Found, a new way out, but a new doubt
Is clawing its way through me
Blind, by my own mind, I cannot fight
I know I should not be here
Psychological, illogical, how is my mind breaking?
Same, more of the same, drives me insane, and I can't get out
Where am I now?