Laughing, happiness and [bad word] the silence.
suddenly one has the feeling to be [bad word] 
i cannot seize a clear thought more for now

It is the darkness or simply only an ill brain.
whatever it is, it is present, [bad word] it is present
I feel like i am put in chain and want simply out
 [bad word] #33; please help her out!

Crazy pills help me there out
they hit like a barrel of beer
they make me smile
 [bad word] guys can you hear my cry

I accept it to live with that [bad word] 
he stands to me, and it feels so good
Silence is now passed cause I believe inhis love