Today is Beautiful Day

Hello, good day, It’s been a while,
What am I even doing right now?
However if you’re well, that’s all okay.

By the way, those feelings from the other time
Are you even able to forgot them?
It’s still impossible for me, now.

One of these days, if I took some more time,
I wonder if that day of understanding [bad word] 

With this
I wonder if I’d be [bad word] glad..

Occasionally I have these thoughts however,
I”ll keep those things unsaid.
Because I know,
This is my own story