Stitch My Eyes 

Wait!!!!
Deliver me from
Exhausting my breath,
Attempting to outvoice you.
Words are nothing,
Devoid of any meaning,
So disgusting
To feel all my reason erased!

It's the hollowness inside
(Tearing my)
Tearing my depleted mind

I shall not be deceived
By the lies I perceive,
And my disfigured mind at last I shall relieve.

I shall not be deceived
By the lies I perceive,
But I seem to be stuck in spider web you weaved.

Stay away!
Your words are deadly poison.
Leave me be!
I the only chosen 
One to blame for my logic disposal, 
To betray
My conscience overdosed on lies?!

Countless images I see
(Of the [bad word] 
Of the [bad word] that's never been
Existent in reality

I shall not be deceived
By the lies I perceive,
And my disfigured mind at last I shall relieve.

I just a long lost soul,
vessel filled with words I stole?
Is this hollowness inside
[bad word] of my mind? I suffer 

Fading to obliteration
All the things I cannot say.
Meaningless reiteration
Only multiplies the strays.

Lying! Lying! Lying! It's a treason!
Septic scent of lies cannot be disguised! 
Trying, defying, denying the dying of reason
Wish I could just stitch my eyes...

I shall not be deceived
By the lies I perceive,
And my disfigured mind at last I shall relieve.

I shall not be deceived
By the lies I perceive,
But I seem to be stuck in the web that you weaved.