Sober

I don't wanna be the girl who laughs the loudest 
Or the girl who never wants to be alone 
I don't wanna be that call at 4 o'clock in the morning 
'Cause I'm the only one you know in the world that won't be home 

Ahhhh-Ahhh, sun is blinding 
I stayed up again 
Oh, I'm finding 
That's not the way I want my story to end 

I'm safe up high, 
Nothing can touch me 
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain inside 
You're my protection 
But how do I feel this good sober?

I don't wanna be the girl that has to fill the silence... 
The quiet scares me 'cause it screams the [bad word] 
Please don't tell me that we had that conversation (I know we did) 
I won't remember, save your breath 'cause what's the use? 

Ahhhh-Ahhh, the night is calling 
And it whispers to me softly, [bad word] and play" 
But I, I am falling 
And if I let myself go, I'm the only one to blame 

I'm safe up high, 
Nothing can touch me 
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain inside 
You're like perfection 
But how do I feel this good sober? [bad word]  [bad word]  [bad word]  down, 
Spinnin' round, spinnin' round, spinnin' round 
I'm looking for myself, 
Sober [bad word]  [bad word]  [bad word]  down, 
Spinnin' round, spinnin' round, spinnin' round 
Looking for myself, 
Sober 

When it's good, then it's good 
It's so good 'till it goes bad 
'Till you're trying to find the you that you once had 
I have heard myself cry, never again!
Broken down in agony 
And just trying to find a friend 

Oh 
Oh 

I'm safe up high, 
Nothing can touch me (Nothing can touch me) 
But why do I feel this party's over? (why do I feel this party's over?) 
No pain (no) inside (no) 
You're like perfection 
But how do I feel this good sober? (how do I feel this good sober?)