It seems a lifetime since 
Feeling alive like once before 
Determining I will forever suffer, 
Condemned to walk the earth, 
Devoid of that which matters most, 
Undeserving of the warmth of another. 

Release me now, 
Cannot relive this nightmare, 
Free me of this [bad word]  

Past indiscretions have unleashed 
Affliction bearing down, 
Greatly deafened any sense [bad word]  
As time progresses 
The terms of [bad word] have been accepted, 
Reversed the remnants of my invocations. 

Let them go, be no more! 

Release me now, 
Cannot relive this nightmare, 
Free me of this [bad word]  
Believe me now, 
Will not conform to evil, 
Belay my judgement. 

Moving onward, 
Leaving the past to memory, 
With open arms I hold on to the moment 
Building something to live for, 
May it not be in vain! 

Release me now! 

Release me now, 
Cannot relive this nightmare, 
Free me of this [bad word]  
Believe me now, 
Will not conform to evil, 
Belay my judgement.