You say I can’t move forward like this
But I know this happens a lot

I’m not planning on giving up
I just can’t be innocent enough to laugh with you

If only I could have said "Love [bad word] to me" 
Would I be happy? Please see
What a coward I am

The popular skirts on the streets are tight
If I could see your tired face, I’d calm down

Just seeing you throws me
I’m pretending to be strong, I can’t be honest with you

Love me, if only I could have gone to you and said it
What would you do? Please realise
How selfish I am

If only I could have said "Love [bad word] to me" 
Would I be happy? I’m scared

If only I could have said "Love [bad word] to me" 
What would you do? Have you maybe

Realised the [bad word]  You know...