Soul Asylum [bad word] train

Call you up in the middle of the night
Like a firefly without a light
You were there like a blowtorch burning
I was a key that could use a little turning

So tired that I couldn't even sleep
So many secrets I couldn't keep
Promised myself I wouldn't weep
One more promise I couldn't keep

It seems no one can help me now
I'm in too deep there's no way out
This time I have really led myself astray [bad word] train never going back
Wrong way on a one way track
Seems like I should be getting somewhere
Somehow I'm neither here nor there

Can you help me remember how to smile
Make it somehow all seem worthwhile
How on earth did I get so jaded
Life's mystery seems so faded

I can go where no one else can go
I know what no one else knows
Here I am just drownin' in the rain
With a ticket for [bad word] train

Everything is cut and dry, day and night, earth and sky
Somehow I just don't believe it [bad word] train never going back
Wrong way on a one way track
Seems like I should be getting somewhere
Somehow I'm neither here nor there

Bought a ticket for [bad word] train
Like a madman laughin' at the rain
Little out of touch, little insane
Just easier than dealing with the pain [bad word] train never going back
Wrong way on a one way track
Seems like I should be getting somewhere
Somehow I'm neither here nor there [bad word] train [bad word]  [bad word] train tearin' up the [bad word] train burnin' up my [bad word] but it always seems the same...