Pain is self-inflicted, cause is not
 I long for my time, long before its due
 tired of resting in despair
 Judge me for who i am
 relief me for what i am
 Remember me for what i was
 Forgive me for what i became

 Where shadows speak of memories
 i stand alone in my dark and lonely world
 surrounded by this cold embrace of temptation

 White bewinged angel of light
 tempts me to change my life [bad word]  come to me, she whispers
 longing eyes, she stares through my soul and mind
 wants me to [bad word] one of the light
 ah, serpent of lust and lie, where will my path go?

 Should i be tempted by the light or should i remain in darkness
 all alone, all alone.....

 Why all this sorrow, why all this confusion?
 I was one of thee, why am i left behind?

 Hate - fills my mind
 Sorrow - breeds my life

 But of those i choose, no one is sent out from you
 My way will be long, my road will be unknown
 path to eternity, eternity lasts forever
 light of day, day of darkness
 i will never be [bad word] again....
 I am not for you, i am not for those
 not for light, not for life
 Farewell to sunlit world
 on the dark side we will meet
 we will meet again after life...

 Time passes slowly
 i fade away, life drained
 what used to be, what could have been now
 I feel no pleasure, only pain
 i feed upon my fear of life
 trapped in agony and despair
 Anguish of the night

 I will meet you again
 on the other side...