Whose is that voice I can hear in my head

Faces are fading uncertain what's said

Is this the reward, the unblemished [bad word] 
The reason my manhood remained in its youth

Too late, not gonna change no more

No way I [bad word] away all of it
 [bad word] you, I'm who I'm meant to be

Too late not gonna change myself

No way, I [bad word] away all of it
 [bad word] you, I'm who I'm meant to be

Too late not gonna change myself

No way, I [bad word] away all of it

Listen to my, swollen cries now

See my cheeks so red and fierce

Clenched up fists around your wrists now

Drenched my lips in spit and tears

I will drain you, I will stain you

I will not be silence ‘till I die

I will blame you, I will maim you

I will be so trying ‘till I die

What a sight to see, now see me

What a thing to be, look in me

With the clarity of a crystal

Can I still be free of anger

I can hear him breath, he's closer

Icy fingers on my shoulder

Time is nearly up, he's on me

For the gift of life I borrowed

No way, I [bad word] away all of it
 [bad word] you, I'm who I'm meant to be

Too late, ain't gonna change no more

No way, I [bad word] away all of my life

Got me plugged in you so easy

Hate it when you pull away

Get them out now, [bad word] appease me

Offer up now, I want more

I will pain you, I will blame you

I will not be silenced ‘till I die

I will stain you, I will drain you

I will be so trying till I die

Can't remember her face

Angel fell away

But I remember her taste

Bitter sweet and pure

And I've always loved her

She calmed the beast inside

I let the only one go

Who ever made me smile

And so here where I lie

I'll curl up and die

After living a lie

I'll dry up and die

There's a good reason to learn all this young

Maturity [bad word] to those ones

Who offer their power in making a change

To the world they fell into, fix [bad word] ups we made

Too late, not gonna change no more

No way I [bad word] away all of it
 [bad word] you, I'm who I'm meant to be

Too late not gonna change myself

No way, I [bad word] away all of it
 [bad word] you, I'm who I'm meant to be

Too late, ain't gonna change no more

No way, I [bad word] away all of my life

What a sight to see, now see me

What a thing to be, look in me

With the clarity of a crystal

Can I still be free of anger

I can hear him breath, he's closer

Icy fingers on my shoulder

Time is nearly up, he's on me

For the gift of life I borrowed

There's a good reason to learn all this young

Maturity [bad word] to those ones

Who offer their power in making a change

To the world they fell into, fix [bad word] ups we made