Dying Inside (исполнитель: Apex)
Yuh... Yeah I need yall to just uh, sit back....for a second and just, and just listen...nah mean Basically, people go through [bad word] And life....ye it ain't always easy So you gotta be strong...yo, So what's the solution, the situation ain't improvin Every single day pray to God you don't lose it The tears fall and hopes go wit it Feelin so defeated, if ya broke go get it Is what you say to yourself, but won't listen Ya try to stay clean for real, but don't listen No ambition and fade as the days go by, still you try to find the end of the rainbow But the pain grows, And it urges mount, Ain't got a dollar to your name so what emerges? Doubt Then he curses out, [bad word] the world, I don't need ya Nobody cares so me neither Then he receives a call from his youngest daughter, "Hi father, do you know what the month is, what the day is?" Yes baby, he placed his lips to the phone, blew a kiss, You're the greatest revelation, your B-day is May 5th, I've wasted 8 years of my life pullin the grave shift Like a zombie, walkin, it's a blur Ask himself, what is he missin? Well it was her.... He drowned in sorrows, haven't heard from her, Left long ago, wifey bounced, no numba So he gave up, turned to the bottle Injected death was the worst role model child could ask for a man, he was selfish Always feelin sorry for himself, (?) But now that's in the past, Today's a new day and tomorrow could be my last It's time to wake up, make up for lost time I missed so much of ya life cause I lost mine So I'm on my way right now to see ya, be there in a few, please believe I love ya, I'm sorry Sometimes we make the wrong choices, (?) But you can make a change, see the choice is ours Just pray to the Heavens, hear the voice of God And you can push right through it, don't hesitate just do it (repeat x 2) Ya... You can get through it man, Gotta ask the Lord for help when you do dat, believe me, It's never too late to make a change.....Peace...