It's been a few days
I don't have anything to do
Felt so lonely that I nearly imagined THAT
I took it all back into the suffering heart
So empty I lied
The hurt and the time did their part
I wish
You changed your mind
I wish
I turned back time
And if i'm still capable of... [bad word]  I'm concealing the cause...

We must be strong
There are no unwinnable wars
Do I have to stop and wait?

I eagerly am
waiting the wave
of anger and emptiness
Choking fits
Burning fits
Painfulfits of jealousy

Free now, totally free
Thought it was my best
Hope and pray for better
But somehow I can't and I don't believe it
Strong,
I gotta be strong
Never escape
Live through this and win it over
Seems so unreal
Cuzl those years,
all those years...
Bury those years

It cost me a lot
To go back from the start
To find the mistake
And to learn being smart
I promised myself to discover, uncover
Recover...
But I failed again
I failed and fail again

Well, from now on
I'm setting myself
But I'm so unsure
And after it's gone
I won't let myself...
Let go all that is to endure
Learn back to belong
Failing to keep everything up
Once I believe things are achieved
I realize that they have been falling torn apart

How the [bad word] should I explain
Now that I'm paying price
Probably I;m to blame
Saying sorry is never suffice

Now when all is gone
Getting o-kay...
First hand bitter end to go
Carrying my days away
Getting wiser
So they say
Carrying my days away
To recall it all Days away...