It lays before me. 

I will live and die as all humanity has. 
I will live with unrealized potential. 
I will die in vain. 
I will live with unjustified privilege. 
I will die unfulfilled. 
I will live and die and love and cry quietly and unnoticed. 

I will have bled, upset my pathetic life 
in constant confusion. 
I will have searched, realized that the [bad word] never existed 
while it lay undiscovered before me. 

I will have learned
dumped by a false [bad word] that all is irrelevant. 
I will have cowered
incapacitated by an instilled fear. 

I will have hated, known the fury and the motivation of it. 
I will have despaired, daily destroyed by my own futility. 
I will have bled, drank vital from humanity because of my birth. 
I will have consumed, killed for my own waste and greed. 

I will have loved, revered the joy and the pain of it. 
I will have produced, felt the slavery and the empowerment of it. 
I will have cared, consumed on occasion [bad word] and guilt. 
I will have marveled, awed by nature and its life. 

I love life (I love you). 

It will be done soon now. 
One more sublime waste in all its grandeur. 
nothing requiem will lay testament to a nothing life. 
I, one more unknown, will rise and fall in anonymity