lay awake 
counting all the time you waste 
sleep for days 
sink into the bed you've made 

left alone 
in a place you can't call home 
so get high 
don't tell your friends you want to die 

because that's life 
and its [bad word] 
and its wrong 
but you have to hold on 

because love 
can be felt 
in a song 
long after i'm gone 

so when i 
am put to death 
for the things 
that i've done 

just know 
that inside 
of my heart 
that you 
were the one