This could be the very minute
I'm aware I'm alive
All these places feel like home

With a name I'd never chosen
I can make my first steps
As a child of 25

This is the straw, final straw in the
Roof of my mouth as I lie to you
Just because I'm sorry doesn't mean
I didn't enjoy it at the time

You're the only thing that I love
It scares me more every day
On my knees I think clearer

Goodness knows I saw [bad word] 
Or at least I'll claim I did
But in [bad word] I'm lost for words

What have I done it's too late for that
What have I [bad word] [bad word] is nothing yet
simple mistake starts the hardest time
I promise I'll do anything you ask...this time