Elya Chavez - I Decide

Living, laughing,
We want all or nothing.
We want all or nothing –
Only you and I.

Boring, [bad word] 
You want all or nothing.
Want a brand new hero –
To divide by zero?

I am Kukla.
Just a doll in English.
Standing here
In front of thousand eyes.

If I‘ve slipped
The only explanation
I will give is
I don’t like the ice.

I grow up so fast
Without watching
Stupid clock with hands
Like healing scars.

It’s my life – who cares?
My only fortune
Is to sell it
To [bad word] a star.

I decide...
I decide...
I decidede
Not to [bad word]  to love and to confide
In you.

I decide.
I decide
Not to [bad word]  to love and to confide

In you ‘cause
You are broken mirrors
Of my pain, my tears
And something more.

Who am I?
bug you want to fix up?
You want me to fix up?
Baby, take a pit stop!

Who are you?
The judges or the victims?
Fortune tellers
Or brave hearted knights?

The farce is over.
You announced the sentence –
It’s illegal.
So accept the fight!

Shoot directly
My little doll heart.
So easy to kill –
Why make it so hard?

I decide...
I decide...
I decide
Not to [bad word] your lying lullaby.

I decide…
I decide…
Better die than live whole life in lie.

Dolls are not frightened.
So naughty and gorgeous.
Pawns in your game – 
It’s so sad and so obvious.

We are two lines
In a diary for me and her.
I’m just a girl
Fell in love with another girl.

Living, laughing,
We want all or nothing.
We want all or nothing –
Only you and I.

Boring, [bad word] 
You want all or nothing.
Want a brand new hero –
To divide by zero?

I am Kukla.
Just a doll in English.
Standing here
In front of thousand eyes.

If I‘ve slipped
The only explanation
I will give is
I don’t like the ice.

Look directly in
My little doll heart.
So easy to love –
Why make it so hard?

We decide.
We decide.
We decide.
To forgive you - only you and I.

We decide.
We decide.
To forgive you - only you and I.