Today all colors are bleeding.
 Across the ocean.
 I am sorry I couldn't stay.

 How does it feel to own what you are.
 To unstitch your heart without causing a flood.
 To fall but never ceasing to believe.
 In light taking over darkness.
 To breathe life in serenity.

 If only I knew how to forgive.
 If only I knew how to let go.
 If only I knew how to own what I am.

 Galaxies away.
 I am riding the waves of the lost.
 Lead this ship astray.
 Make me hate you again.
 Fear, [bad word]  guilt, love.
 In the grip of [bad word] storm.
 I am sinking under the weight of a troubled sun.
 When bitterness conquered the heart.
 And left us crawling in the cold.
 Screaming worth a lifetime with a voice of a follower.
 Always too soon. Always too late. Always in between.

 If only I knew how to forgive.
 If only I knew how to let go.
 If only I knew how to own what I am.