You see me trying to smile
Up on this pole
But I'm just hiding the pain
That's deep in my soul
You wanna [bad word] me
I already know
You wanna [bad word] me and toss me
Back on the floor

Started with my brother, first man I loved
Or should I say that he loved me?
I was in second grade, he was fourteen
In the shady of the trees
It was a summer breeze
Whole thing's a blurry dream
Behind the house, quiet as a mouse
He told me not to even breathe
secret hard to keep
I didn't know till thirteen
By then I knew what to do
Just an old routine
Oh, the boys had a thing for me

My mama she always said, "You're the brightest star
In life, you're sure to go so far"
Been at this club about four years
Hooked on dope, crying in the mirror
When we were just little girls
We learned to dance in mama's pearls
Baby, bend over and shake that [bad word] 
Hey, you [bad word] home with me?
Hoping you fall in love with me
I could make love to you for free
We could just get a place and start a life
And try to make things right