I am grasping in vain to catch the flow of time.
In the very moment as the horns begin to howl I recognize the deafening tones.
They speak of a grief is [bad word] telling me to prepare my escape.
I must make my decision to wait for perdition or get it all together.
I must make my decision because I can't leave forever.
Confronted with this choice, there is no redirection.

Look at yourself, look at what you've [bad word]  you were untouchable.
How could you deceive me? I thought you would never change.
You are shattering foundations once written in stone.
If no one will walk with me, then I walk alone.

You have been misguided by distorted views,
choking your thoughts without requesting the facts.
If you follow given plans then you will be the fool.
When fed by a profiting hand there will always be a price.
When seen in the night light it [bad word] so evident,
but how can I judge or give you advice when 
you give in to temptation and treason,
unable to see the insidious reasons.
I tried my best to stand your guard,
discouraging this event,
but now a stunning decline [bad word] 
It is sundering my final strength.
I feel the presence of defeat.