I have to block out thoughts of you, so I don't lose my head 
They crawl'in like a [bad word] leaving babies in my bed 
Dropping little reels of tape, to remind me that I'm alone 
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home 
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain 
An ounce of peace is all I want for you, Will you never call again? 
the way you never say that you love me just to put it in my face? 
the way you never try to reach me, it is I that wanted this 
 [bad word] ]
Hate me today 
Hate me tomorrow 
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you 
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow 
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you 

I'm sober now for 3 whole months, it's one [bad word] that you helped me with 
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again 
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night 
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight 
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate 
You made [bad word] myself when it was way too hard to take 
So I'll drive so [bad word] far away that I'll never cross your mind 
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind 
 [bad word] ]
Hate me today 
Hate me tomorrow 
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you 
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow 
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you 

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave 
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made 
And like a baby boy I never was a man 
'Till I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hands 
And then I fell down yelling "make it go away" just make a smile [bad word] back and shine just like it used to be 
And then she whispered "How could you do this to me?" 
 [bad word] ]
Hate me today 
Hate me tomorrow 
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you 
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow 
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you  

Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you