My life's a mess and I'm depressed. The answer isn't soberness. Surrounded by the happy ones... [bad word]  I wanna crack their skulls! Happy couples hugging & kissing In front of my eyes just to show what I'm missing Things are fine and life is good. Just gimme a gun and I will shoot. Happy people, they must die! Do you wanna know why?  Cause [bad word] my day.. That's why they have to pay. That's it. I've had it, I've had enough. I had no chance to choose. Guess I am born to lose Life's a [bad word]  cut your wrists and join me when I say...Smile to me and I'll spit in your face. Antisocial for the rest of my days. Kiss the world and hug a tree...So full of [bad word] i can't believe. Tell me I'm [bad word] up, tell me I'm wrong. Hate this song. Don't sing along. Go ahead, walk the sunny side. I'll pass out in the snow with a bottle by my side.