1. I often have a feeling
Like I'm a little girl in the big [bad word] world
So small but so substantial
Like a metal gun shining through the fog 
I'm like a flower on the open road
They tried to trample down 
My life consisted of the shades of dark
With the rare sunshine.

 [bad word] 

Now all bad things are behind
And the heavy pouring rain [bad word] [bad word] out
Tryna take away my pain.
Bracing breath of the wind 
And the heavy pouring rain  [bad word] down and withered
 [bad word] alive again

2. I often have a feeling
Like I'm a little girl not of this [bad word] world
I dyed my hair dark brown
But my cherry lips they are always red
If I smoked I would take some cigarettes
But I don't have to
I like how smoking looks I like bad things
It's so attractive 

It's hard,it hurts,
But I'll stay strong
There is no rest
I do my best.
I'm broken down,
I am so tired,
I'm strong,I'll stand
Until the end.