[bad word] Another reason [bad word] Without this kind of war
I would never [bad word] I made a new start
Subconsciously surrendered
to my bittersweet art
Doing what I have to do

I know that you are testing me
I'm stronger than I ever thought I'd be

The beauty of decay
Like a match that fires up
Then dies away
The beauty of decay
falling star that burns so bright
then fades away

primal force that's taking all
I've got to spare
Trembling deep within
I'm bleeding with a heart to bear

I know that you are testing me
I'm stronger than I ever thought I'd be

The beauty of decay
Like a match that fires up
Then dies away
The beauty of decay
falling star that burns so bright
then fades away
The beauty of decay
Makes me feel alive to know
the price to pay
The beauty of decay
How I wish to stay to see another day