[bad word] on hold my hand 
I wanna contact the living 
Not sure I understand 
This road I've been given 
I sit and talk to God 
And he just laughs at my plans 
My head speaks a language 
I don't understand 

 [bad word]  
I just wanna feel real love 
Feel the home that I live in 
'Cause I got too much life  [bad word] through my veins 
Going to waste 

I don't wanna die 
But I ain't keen on living either 
Before I fall in love 
I'm preparing to leave her 

Scare myself to death 
That's why I keep [bad word] 
Before I've arrived 
I can see [bad word] in 

 [bad word]  

And I need to feel real love 
In the life everafter 
I cannot get enough 

I just wanna feel real love 

Feel the home that I live in 
I got too much love  [bad word] through my veins 
To go to waste 

I just wanna feel real love 
In the life everafter 
There's a hole in my soul 
You can see it in my face 
It's a real big place 

Teary 
Since that day 
Forever 
Feel