I haven't been myself lately,
I don't blame you for not wanting to stay.
Saying things that I don't mean,
Not meaning what I say.

When it's good, it so good,
When it's bad, it's SO BAD.
"Maybe I
REALLY have gone mad!"

What am I supposed to say
when I end up driving everyone away?

 [bad word] 
Cause, I am on fire,
crying, burning liar,
Seeing nothing, nothing, but myself,
And I'm the one with the lighter

Every inch of me is charred,
God, what happened to my heart?
I'm about to fall apart,
again, again
And you're [bad word] back,
And I'm not okay with that,
and I should've never let myself get attached,
again, again
again, again
again, again
again, again
again, again

VERSE 2:
What's done is done,
And nothing's gonna change.
I should be moving on,
But I still feel the same.

And it's like every day is a fight for my life
to get some self control,
And when you've forgotten who I am, it just feels, it just feels....
I'm nobody at all.

BRIDGE:
I lost myself
hitting the ground,
I tried to scream
and made no sound.

I should have known
It was no use
to try [bad word] from
the cycle of abuse,
the cycle of abuse

 [bad word] 
I am on fire
crying, burning liar
Seeing nothing, nothing, but myself
And I'm the one with the lighter

Every inch of me is charred
God, what happened to my heart?
I'm about to fall apart
again, again
And you're [bad word] back
And I'm not okay with that
and I should've never let myself get

Every inch of me is charred
God, what happened to my heart?
I'm about to fall apart
again, again
And you're [bad word] back
And I'm not okay with that
and I should've never let myself get attached
again, again
again, again
again, again
again, again
again, again