i've [bad word]  i've been having fun
but i don't know what it means
i've been trying, i've been dying to
but i don't know what it means

i've been down down down down down
but i don't know what it means
i've been down down down down down
but i don't know what it means

i rest my case, but i don't [bad word] the race
i've been loosing you the way i'm loving you
but i don't know what it means

i've been down down down down down
but i don't know what it means
i've been down down down down down
but i don't know what it means
i've been down down down down down
but i don't know what it means
i've been down down down down down
but i don't know what it means

i've been trying so hard [bad word] to peace
but i don't know what it means
my shelter is a shield
but i don't know what it means

i've been down down down down down
but i don't know what it means
i've been down down down down down
but i don't know what it means
i've been down down down down down
but i don't know what it means
i've been down down down down down
but i don't know what it means

i've been trying so hard to be myself that i've turned into somebody else
i'm in denial or so it seems
but i don't know what it means